A portal for my laughs, tears, hopes and fears.


Find what gets you through the hardest times and hold on to it. Appreciate it for all its worth. After all, without it.. where would you be?


Enjoy!

March 19, 2011

My light is Dim

The light at the end of the tunnel seems to distant to even try to reach.
I ignore the cries within myself, but lend a hand to those in need
I suffocate when i try to breathe
this emptiness consumes me
My beauty decays and my laughter subsides 
while the devastation in my heart resides

Emotion that must rise from within and finally be released
has me trembling at the mere thought of being weak
Why do i allow myself to pity and wallow in my sorrow? 
Why do i feel so hurt knowing it can only get better? 

Days, weeks, and months have past 
i feel my breaking point approaching for the first time
Finally going to stop this continuous ache
Finally come to terms with this heartbreak.

Free falls the hope i had for any reconciliation between you and i. 
That dream is gone, crushed and shattered,
no longer a thought in my mind. 

Bring on the tears,bring on this pain
I'm ready to face this dismay
My Kleenex gathers the tears,my last reminder of you
slow and steady, fast and heavy
whatever will get me through

Wandering lost in this tunnel, following the light. 
I must continue to have faith 
that everything will turn out alright.