When were together I'm your everything and the moment is pure bliss, but the times I'm alone there is something i always miss.
I feel this ache deep inside my heart, like I'm losing you and it tears me apart.
I know i can go on without you by my side, Ive done it before and everything was fine. But fine isn't how i want my life to be...
I want this marvelous life full of love, joy and happiness, with you standing next to me.
The way you touch my body when we make love, so intense and so intoxicating, something i cant let go of.The way you kiss my bare body, so passionate, so soft and so pure.The silence that fills the room when we focus on nothing more than one another.The way you hold me ever so tightly with your gentle delicate hands.The way you run your fingers through my hair, just to remind me your still there.
These are the moments i cherish most. The moments that play over and over again in my mind. They leave me praying, wishing and hoping that i could have these moments all the time.
My heart is yearning for you; Your presence, your scent, and your touch. My mind tells me to let you go, but i know this isn't lust.
My heart always find the path that leads me back to you, I know it'll be hard, i know it'll be tough, but whats a girl to do.
If i could save the tears I've cried for you, words could not explain...
the number of endless days there would be filled with rain.
If i could save every kiss we've ever shared, there would be enough to get me through my days...but even then, nothing could get rid of this pain.
You tell me in your Ecstasy and i make you wanna ride that ride...
But we still find ourselves alone in our bed late late at night.
Baby let me be your high day after day, that high you know you want ,that high you know you crave.
During our pillow talks we have till the late hours of the night..
We've both admitted we're lonely and want that missing piece,who would have thought that mine would be there laying right next to me.
I tell you i love you and the awkward silence rolls in.. as much as it hurts i continue to say it hoping for a response in the end.
You tell me you have A love for me, but fear wont let it grow, but if you never take that risk.. how will you ever know? I know your heart is still trying to heal from the pain she put you through in the past...
But baby all i have for you is love.. a love that can and will most defiantly last.
They say time heals everything, but how much time does it take? I'm always gunna be here baby, but I'm trying to save myself from anymore heartache.
Even in my most guarded state, i refuse to let you go, so i will have to wait it out and except it for what it is...Hoping for my dream come true in the end.
So now were stuck somewhere in between ever lasting happiness, and absolute pure misery. We enjoy our times together making the most of what we have... Somewhere between the love of my life and just a friend who makes me laugh.
I love you, I love you, I love you and that's all that i can say.
But baby when you have the will, you will always find a way.....
