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November 30, 2010

The last tear I'll cry....

 Girls....... You'll love this!!  ;)


You tell me we've been through a lot
and ask me if there's anything i miss
but honestly there's not a damn thing on the list

You ask me if we can have something, anything at all
but I'm not gunna slip, and I'm not gunna fall
fall back into the trap you've laid before
I definitely don't want that life anymore

Because if i do give into to your little sneaky games
things will turn out just the same
and there I'll be left alone feeling ashamed

ashamed that i let you take me there
that famous dream land where you actually care
that dream land where you tell me "Baby I've really changed"
that you'll love me forever, and you promise no more games

but this dream land itself is indeed a game
that you continue playing so you don't feel any shame
shame for all the times you've fooled around
and ran our relationship into the ground

You tell me you love me and want things to work out
even if i give in, i will always have doubt
of course i wish you the best in all you do
but i don't want us back and i sure as hell don't want you

You ask me why I'm crying if i really don't care
you brag saying i know you still love me, and its a love we share
But boy don't flatter yourself, i don't want you anymore
stop asking and leave me alone..
don't send another damn text to my phone

The truth is it's all just a little bittersweet
that i have finally moved on and can finally sleep
sleep at night without wondering where you are
and the clock says 3am when i hear your car

OH! here it comes your cocky attitude...
like your a bad ass and a pretty awesome dude
but the truth is you gave up on your family,
and for that your a coward..
a man with no dignity, a man with no power

you made your cake and ate it too, but now it's not enough
too bad, so sad... isn't life tough?
you made your bed now you must sleep in it ... my oh my
this tear rolling down my cheek is the last tear I'll cry

The last tear I'll cry isn't a tear of sorrow
it gives me pleasure today and it will give me pleasure tomorrow
a tear saying I did it and it's never felt this good
a tear saying I'm over you.. who knew i would?

Finally saying no to your stupid give me one more chance game
now get out of my fucking face and go back to what's her name!!